Tuesday, June 26, 2007

all hi

hi all. all day out for me today. went to ite macpherson. got briefing on the next week trip to hong kong.hmmm.hais...im really looking forward to that trip. got our t shirts. 3 sets.the shirt design. quite cool uh. hmm.still got free file. some packs. too excited for the hong kong trip eh. first time on a plane withuor my parents. hmmm recently kind of got a job.weird ar. clost to school end den find job.ahahha. hmm nvm lar.at least i got extra income. yesterday i was talking to this feller. hmmm.kind of make me realise that i really worth alot. despite of the pple saying how useless i am. hmmm jsut strange. now just make me feel bad whenever i never gave my parents wat they want at first. hmmm. but at least i know now. hmmm. to think again. i woe them alot. hmmm. thanks to my old sec sch fren.hmmm.kind of makes me think that sometimes lifes is not bout just sitting around.haha but to think again.is money everything? i know its not relevant.hmm.dun care lar. hmmmm.so 3 cheers to Ventura Era. ahaha. insyallah i earn big amin. ahah.

this morning i woke up and check my result is cored a full GPA again. a 4.00. yeah im so happy.yeah. hmmm. special msg to sjorn. the reason whhy you drop is maybe becasue you should mind ur own bisness the next time.ahahha.dun really care bout you anyway.hmmmm. my fren thomas also scored high. good for him. happy for him. hes a better person now. even though his gambling habit still there. maybe that grows in there.

hais. now watching cartoon.bopring...project still ahevn finish. jsut need some pictures and recording.scome man all. i need time. next week before i go to hong kong need to show martin wat i got.hmmm.hopefully is quite a big enchancement.hopefully amin. ok lar

stop heres byes

Monday, June 25, 2007

hazhazhaz

been quite busy this few days. hmmm. a fren of mine today ask me that wat makes me change myself.hmmm i never really gave a straight answer. that moment i really dunnoe wat drives me to be wat i am today. hmmm. its okay for pple to question bout my compassion. but i seriously dunnoe how to answer. hmmm.i jsut thrives towards wat i really want in life. recently was busy with my rainbow project.writing that software is a killer man.hmmm. but right now for that project i need a girls help.for teh voice thingy.hais.my project with cscdc.hmmm kind of stress me up.the cscdc thigny i haven even touch man.hais.tml got briefing for the student seminar thingy.hmmm.afternoon gonna meet a fren of mine working at NASA.ahahaha.weird ar.but thats wat he told me lar. hmmm old time sake jsut meet him for lunch i guess.hmmm. stop here byes

Thursday, June 21, 2007

chiaaakss

hi pple.
hmmm.been a busy week again for me.hais.running a camp.monday start tuesday end.quite tiring.hais.i just wish i can be the participants you know.relax.enjoy the programmes.ahaha.nvm learning point for me.hmmmm.hahaha.first day of camp was cool.we manage to get the yearOne memeber to come out with some ideas for this year investiture.hmmm.everything went well.suddenly one group came out to to design the event area with pink color.like wat the....ahhaha.but dunnoe why mr ginno approved of it.very strange okay lar.hmmm.idea is there good.at least the yearOne get to try to use the brains at least.den in the afternoon we paly this game call water rugby.hmmm.the yearOne loko super shack.ahaha.run around.throwing water bomb.the best of all i got hit the msot by the yearOne.i shall remember them.ahhaha.muahahaha.hmmmm.

second day we run this programme called amazing race.kind of around singapore but the stations we only make at teh central ara.around city hall. in fact it is super near lor.hmmm.i dunnoe.dun care lar.as long as the yearOne thinks the game is cool although it is tiring den it is fine with me.

yesterday went to school for the exchange programme. the japanse came to our school for a tour.hmmm.guess wat the japs call me COOL.ahahah.like wat.i dunnoe wat i do.at least some plpe loko up at me.

woke up this morning and found someone tag my blog.hmmm.am i nt good at all.hmmm.i dunnoe. but whoever you lar eh.hais.i dunnoe why you pple always like to drag things when everything is like so over already.aisey.anyway my intentions are good.at least it work for a moment till everythihng went haywire.hmmm.

TODAY....ntg to do.stay at home.but later at 7 got meeting at toa payoh.hais.tired ar.but msut go lar.the meeting over there need me.hais.one thing bout thi syear oc for the family day thingy, none of them is IT savvy.except a few lar.hmmm.take this morning to settle msot of the cscdc stuff.hais.

k lar stop here.byes

Thursday, June 14, 2007

today...

hi all. me again. been posting quite frequently now since this holiday im just spending my time at home do nothing. today is a little bit different went with juli to ite clementi for the college west sudnet council meeting. quite a long meeting. with mr lee fok kee there.ahaha..went to fetch my lil sister.go buy macs food den wen t back home. and i jsut receive news that i die die must add all the enchancement of the rainbow project by toinight.woa.i msut really burn midnight oil tonight.ahha.okay lar back to doing my projects.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

another holiday

hey as'kum pple and hi to all.
been a very boring morning for me. hais. last night i was talking to this fren on the phone. and i realised something that i never expected to realised.hmmm.good or not.maybe. i always remember that happines is ot a destination is a method of life. in life that are many ways and methods to live ur life. my lecturers always told me to livelife to the fullest. you choose the path. but sometimes we do things and most of it we do it without knowing it why. right. i dunnoe. is life all bout being happy or have full of money. money is not everything right. arghh i dunoe. life is full of obstacle. likewise ni sume like wat we islamic pple say 'dugaan allah'. at that particular statement is not being positive. its bout having faith in urself and accept things. sometimes in fact most of time life dun go as wat we plan. they often go the other way round. this holiday is a boring one for me.whenever i feel boring i just remember that someone.hmmm.strange.is that a sign or wat. i dunnoe. wat tod do. shes now with some chinese guy. wat im not happy is that my own fren stab me. and to that person just bother to make me happy lar. you are not a true friend and never will be. its like childish i know.hais. and that someone i love go for a chinese guy. and wat is that. all my life with her i tried to change. challenge her beliefs and all. i just hope that she knows wat she doing. insyallah she does. and i hope she have herself. insyallah she ingat pendirian dier. hmm.amin. i dun want to see the day where suddenly she turn into something malay girls dun do.i jsut wich so. i really hope. you know many malay girls community not oly say girls lar even boys. im just ashame of that. dunnoe why they are trying to be someone they are not. it it actuall affects the rest of the malay community. come on pple. hais i just wish that shes okay and she remembers all the sense that i put into her.

'ya allah berikanlah pertunjuk untuk kwn ku yg tersyg. tunjukkan dier jln yg lurus. apunkan lar segala dosa2nye. kuatkanlah iman dan ibadahnye ya allah. amin'

this is at least wat i can do for her right.pray for her every night.yeah. aahh...to many pple it sounds pretty lame. and no im not that pious lar. ahha..i know wat im doing. i just dun understand life sometimes.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

harios

hi to all. project presentation today was okay.everything went smoothly. but i must admit i never really put myself together when presenting just now.hais.i really dunnoe how to forget that someone. i tried kept myself busy all the time. but it just dont work. hmmm wat to do. i really dunnoe wat to do. hais.many say its part parcel of life. hais. everything that has a begining has an end. is that true.i dunnoe. will i be granted another chance. maybe i dunnoe. life sometimes is always like that. you must wait till its over that you feel it. but now i must really put myself together. i really got a few more projects line up.

ya allah tabahkan lar hatiku. kuatkan lar imanku. supaya ku boleh mejalankan tugas dengan selesa. AMIN.

hais. please god. i really need help. hais maybe the past is not meant to be forgotten but to be remembered. hopefully i got myself together fast. cause i get alot of things line up for me to do. make me smile someone.please. stop here. continue next time.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

regrets--

i.been a very busy life this few days.preparing presentation for this student seminar.been a killer for me.been to busy till i lost someone that i love.hmmm.maybe that some phase in life.pple usuall go through it.i jsut go go crazy for the past few days.i just found myself back just now.and finally im on the right track.the thing is that for that person.even though you are not here with me.i pray hard for you.back to my story of my life.hmmm.sc camp going to start.i need myself together. a little bit broken down. fine.still can get job done.for past three days even my rehersal dun go smooth.tomorow is everything.its going to be a hppening one.i just hope.at least it will be for me.shall make this trip to hong kong a very good one.

a special msg to sjorn.thks for stabbing me at the back.i owe you stabbing nxt time.and never ask me for help no more.aights.

'ya allah tuhanku, tabahkan lar hatiku.kuatkan lar iman ku. supaya ku dar jln dengan lurus dengan dugaan2mu. a allah tuhanku yg pengasih lagi penyayang, maafkan lar segalah dosa2ku.amin'

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

?????

hi all, been busy doing studying for my upcoming networking exams.scoring high for the paper is one of my top priority this days.ahahha.my mum say i forget bout the world when comes to studying when i entered ITE.ahhaa.strange.anyway ne my fren suddeny come bursting open and sorry.hmmm another strange thing.ahaha...neww ways done my stupid video thingy for uncle ho.yeah.ahahah.stop here wanna sleep...tml paper need to be up super early..byes

ntg better to do

hi again.now really got nothing better to do.one more day to exam.hais.i hope i really can score.my last paper for the course.nxt term is going to be super slack.yeah.ahhaha.hmmm.yesterday my parents just finish their hikmah season two.ahhaha.they really power.everyday after work the first thing they do is watch that show.ahahah.and yesterday also watch finish prison break season two.if anyone wants teh spoiler can ask me ar.or anybody want to watch can ask me also.ahahha.hmmmm.going to continue study with my fren later.hais.kind of lazy but wat to do.exams is tml man.i really hope i can pass man tml.i just really hope.lately been super busy but yar thats me rite nw.k lar stop here.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

doink

hello. im bored.exams this thursday.im trying to study hard.hmmm.downloading of prison break season two going to finished.yeah finally.ahahah.hmmm.went to my mum's daughter birthday party.ahah...they have it at UE2 at seafood harvest.no certification of halal there but i dunnoe ar.jsut eat.but all i eat was some chicken and ice cream and cake.thats all.kena force by my mum to come along.ahahha.dun care lar.jsut really hope the food is halal.anyway my parents gothikmah 2 full season.both of them been watching the whole sunday today non stop seh.hais.dunnoe how many episode they completed.ahahah.okay lar stop here.back to studying.byes