Monday, May 28, 2007

herms...

hello.dunnoe why this few days i keep venting my anger with majority of my frens.crazy alraedy i think.but wat to do.hmmm.anyway exams around the corner and coming in fast.hais.i haven even start my revision.what the heck.hais.pressure is up for me again.confirm this few weeks will continue venting my anger again.hais.if only there is someone out there can listen me out.jsut like old times.hmmmm.oaky lar.going back to projects and revisions.byes.

Friday, May 25, 2007

hello

heard the fairy tale.ahahha.hmmm.dun mind bout that.and yay got selected into this tuesday tenpin bowling competition.ahahha.tml got to attend training but arm still cramp like one kind.hmmm.tuesday training.very fast.hais.wat to do.still got rainbow project.student council camps.cscdc rendezvous thingy.greenwave project.whoa.seriously pack.out of it exas this 7 june.whoa.hw.mind revision nt done yet.one thing weird is that student seminar very quiet.i dunnoe why.ahhaha.hmmm.tml a new brand day.i guess nw im back to my old self.waking up late on weekends.nxt week i study week.and worst.gonna wake up pretty late.ahha.okay lar.stop here and byes

once upon a time there was boy named john......

once upon a time there was this guy call john who met this particular girl during a camp.they began to talk to one another ever since.no not as so close but yar good frens.chat online.smsing each other.both of them get to know one another every since.and this particular john never really likes talking to girls like you know.very well brought up and everything.in terms of everyhing.cause many times this aprticular john always got black mark as he is an ite student.hmmmm.strange.but it enver stops him socialising.ahahha.hmmm.den this particular john was talking talking where this guy came in.let him be jake for now.i wuld not say that this john and jak were to rivals.in fact this john already have someone elsein mind on his on.is just this john loves to socialise around.you know.so this little john and this little girl start to talk bout their lives.so this john ask this girl that why this little girl actually tell him that he is someone that he she can trust and wuld be sure that this john never tell anyone bout her.so i guess if anyone out there are to read this.this system should applied to one another right.so this john does not like pple that he does not know, knows bout him.so his heart burn a little.to a certain extend.so this john decided to cut less on talking witht his little girl.so days goes by where john ask this girl a favour of waking him up early in the morning.fine.it gets worst when this girl gave this jake john's number.so john got more piss off.john realised that he is lousy.even simple think like waking in the morning to pray he needs help.and like come on this is john personal lives.so now this john would like to take an opportunity to tell this jake that he is lucky that john never pick the phone.john and his lazyness in the morning dun care who called if he it turn out to be someone he does not know.days goes by again.and where this girl and this jake became one.this john really kind of dun care as he already have someone on him on.at least not yet.and finally came a day where this john got this feelng and found out that this girl teold everything bout him.john finally burn out and thats that.this time this john gonna really gonna cut down talking to this particular girl.cause every single thisg this jake will know......anyway who is this john anway.just a person that this girl knows right....THE END....

there goes a story between john, jake and a little girl......

there goes a story

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

urmst

hello again.
hmmm.my whole right arm cramp seh.ahah.yesterday bowling training like siow..quite shack.throw the ball down the lane.till now very pane.hais.tml still got training eh.dunnoe whether still need to go or not.ahah.nxt week competition dunnoe im in or not.yesterrday training dunnoe whether i did well enough.hmmm.a question came across today froms someone.wat is the difference between listening to ur mind and listening to ur heart.uhm.sounds the same but for myself.i dun think so.ahahha.lazy to ype the wholse explanation out.my fingers all crampout.hmmm.today did practically the rainbow project thing.did with thomas for six hours straight.and we came out with something.and finally.yesh.ahaha.at least can show martin something.ahahha.nw watching american ido final.ahhaa.hope blake win.ahahha.okay lar.stop ehre byes...

Sunday, May 20, 2007

another one--

hello.once again.this few days i feel very down.i seriously dunnoe why but i still dunnoe why.

pple always say that you wanna do something make sure you get it.some mostly all are tired of being something or someone that you are not.maybe you are tired of losing...always stay behind in the pack.some wise feller will ask you to change urself some will ask you to love urself adapt to it.i dunnoe which is correct even.

well there are many cases of guys chasing the same girls or vice cersa. and the losing party will break down or even do something stupid.but to look at it again.hw issit fair to them.hmmm.just wanna let this pple know that the main rivalry is not the other party.where the main rivalry is up there in ur head. ur own head is the one most of time going against you.rite.should be.many pple say that if you already have a great self-confidence half the battle is won. so i dunnoe whether it is reversicolgy(wrong spelling i know) or not.i would like this pple to know that win or lose does not decide the winner or the loser. the only failure or the only time you lose is when you choose not to continue or give up. so guys and girls out there if you think you have the right to be with who you deem right with go ahead.ahahha.dats sound bit out..

ahha..kk lar this few days im kind of a philosopher i guess.hahahabyes

i think of posting another one.ahahah.since his the only way that fell rite to expressed myself.so here it goes....

when we came into this world, we are like a pupa,
living in our cocoon nurtured and protected by its warmth and care.
the love and guidance from our love ones.

once we are ready to fly, sometimes we forget our love ones.
we began to enjoy our freedom and independence with arrogance.
too busy exploring our new found world, forgetting our loved ones.
abandoning our loved ones

in our life we encounter bad moments,
we seek comfort and wisdom from our first cocoon our loved ones.
but when we return, it is gone as predetermined by nature's life cycle.
just like our loved ones who will no longer be by our side before we know it

so here is were my little poem end.
remember endings could have been change if only choices were based on love.
some butterflies learn from their journey and some don't
what kind of butterfliy would you like to be.
your destination lies in your hands

yay.ahahha.finish already.so a big shoutout to everyone.never forget your love ones.sometimes when you already have someone by ur side you tend to find another one.maybe some of you apply this little powem to something else i dunnoe.but watever it is its a sad one.ahaah

ello.a big shoutout to everyone.dunnoe why this fews days i bit emo.just wanna let everyone know that if you ever love someone make sure the knows it. never wait till the day you lost it and vent anger at urself.here is some poem which thinks its nice.ahhaa

as time passes, life is not he same.
live your youth well, don't live in shame.
For love not shown, for words not said,
Leads to one very bad decision made.
We have regrets and we have cried,
Show that you love and do not hide.

Friday, May 18, 2007

bored,boring

hello.back to another posting.wanna continue the other but kind of lazy.this time i wanna post a out the question of how do you make some that you make angry not angry.understand.ahha.i myself dun.hmm.anyway.been a very long week for me.the student seminat thing is really something that really keep me a while in school what week man.very sian.doing projects on this thing.is singapore a very inclusive society.i dun think so.but as a member iin this project i must be sure of it.ao its hard for me to like be optimistic and get a proper expectations of htis big project.i dun see hw big is it anyway.hmmmby the way this weekend need to burn midnite oil to finish up my rainbow project.hmm.and my HCA video which is needed to be presented on monday.hais.plus need to remember my script for this monday acting.for three weeks straight been undergoing some kind of acting course so we can act properly and hopefully be the best.hw is it possibly when my passion is not acting.but sometimes acting can be fun.ahaha.but memorizing those script sucks man.plus recently i kind of made one of my gd fren piss off.i dunnoe what i did.seriosuly.bt i think its the words i used.sometimes i talk without thinking i dunnoe why.i start bombarding the other party and complain like no stop.hmmm.i dunnoe why i keep doing the same mistake.on top of it all i dun even realise what i did till the other party gets angry.thats the hard part.maybe i should be a little bit more sensitive when comes to talking with all all frens.maybe thats the part i change and taddaaa there whould be the good me.i just wanna let the that person know im sorry rite.i know it sounds like some daily routine.but i myself cant help it.i try my best to change that part for sure.now wanna go sleep.tml going to be along day for me.byes

Saturday, May 12, 2007

hmmmmhiasss...errrss

hello again.dunnoe why i keep blogging this few days.hmmmm.hw much does it takes to have someone as ur girl/guy. especially when there is competition. its hard to let that someone know that you like that someone and especially when the other party has already began their move.you will sure dun want that someone to have mix feelings do you.hmmm.and hw much does it takes to have ur olf flame be by ur side once again.

the best part is wat happens when you are trap between this two.ahahha.interesting. dunnoe why this few post been talking bout this only.ahahha.oaky lar...my parents wanna go eat at sakura.ahhaha.wanna continue when i come back later ar.byes

Friday, May 11, 2007

boringboringday

heyya again.

hmmm feel like bloggin.that makes it two days in a row.ahaha.hmm okay today really kind of a bad day.but not really a bad day.hmmm.a fren of mine woke me up.den solat subuh.den sleep again.den went to school late.kind of purposely lar.cause got to go some batik painting thing.hais.for a guy sounds boring.ahahha.hmm.actually i dun wanna go but i just go lar.at first that batik painting thing quite cool.but den after hours of doing.kind of very sian.im not really a patient guy.beside art is never my passion i guess.hmmm.tml got acting course under act3.hmmm.sian ar.send my script to my boss.tml gotta act.hais.again at first its interesting but again art is not my passion man.hmmm.

talking bout passion.should you follow your passion?big question mark.should we stick to the stuff we like or try something new and give it another chance.hmmm.for me i seriously dunnoe.i try my best to give it a best shot i can.but till the end no more stamina to continue.ahhaa kind of very the lazy.hmmm.so the posting now is not really a bad day uh.hmmmm.

just a big question to all.how much would you give and take to someone you admire?for me i really not the romantic kind man.i dunnoe hmmm.i dun even know how to show girls that i like them.thats the sad part of me man.no ability to show thoe ones i love.ahahah.the most i can do is like care for them.be their listening ears.thats all.hmmm.maybe thats why most of the girls describe me as nice.?am i nice?if i were to say at it...i wun say anything.ahaha.firstly is because its from the thoughts of other pple.and there is no secondly.ahaha.i really hate it when i have kind of this feeling of liking someone out there.cause honestly my 'tackling' method is useless.im not good attracting girls man.its that a disadvantage of me.i dunnoe you tell me.but if i really care it really means something.something like.arrrr you should know.ahhaha.and i care differently for different pple.and i just realise that.hmmm.and whenever i go 'jelling' somehow my whole mood will go down.hmmmm

i dunnoe why every single time i blog its like writing a compo.maybe my course in ITE make me type non stop.especialy programming.ahahah.stop being nonsense here ars.

byes

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

life as it is--

heyya yar.back again.hmmm.many happen during this window period.pple come and go and so fourth.both sad and happy blah blah......blah blah.all those normal stuff happen.other than my boring life in ite.life outside school is much more meaningful i guess.hmmm.a question i wanna ask is that is there a need to change when you know you are suppose to change.sometimes pple are just just being stubborn.knowingly that they need time to change they deliberately procastinate(did i spelled that rite?) and just simply make a reason of that its hard to change.maybe its true.someone have to just step up and make changes.especially when it comes to ur love ones.and all the thing you have done.ntg is being appreciated.sometimes to some pple its not fair.

i dunnoe wat im talking about also lar.moving on is that why issit so hard to tell someone you like that you like that particular person.issit that hard?hmmm.strange.but when comes to helping ur fren saying 'i like you' to the particular person ur fren like its much more easier.hmmm.lately somehow i help alot of my frens.alot of pple ask why not find one myself.i just kept quiet.if i were to open up and say i wun really say anything.hahaha.laah.like the malays say paham2 je lar.in english jsut understand.ahaha..okay i start to dunnoe anything im talking bout.

last question to everyone is that is life very fair?...hmmlife suppsoe to be fair right.we live life only once.everyone got a chance to live life once right.so how issit not fair.hmmm.wat they do during their life can only be dtermied by themself right.correct me if im wrong.many pple say that happiness is the destination of life.its that true.if i were to have say of it i would say that happiness is not a destination of life.its a method.and method cant be change.whether you wanna make it a boring one, sad one and so fourth.im right bout this right?hmmm.sometimes i dunnoe why i complain that im always bored when i can always make use of the time useful.hmmm.but its the matter of are you lazy or not?hmmm.maybe that is one area i should change.hmmms.okay lars.stop here...talk to much.i dun even know wat im saying so far.forget already.and im lazy to check for typo errors.ahahahs