hey.once again hello.my granny just past away yesterday.hais.0030hrs.sad eh.yesterday was kind of a big day for everyone in the house.seeing our loved once gone just few days before raya.especially my grandpa.how sad he was yesterday.alot of people cam to pay respect to my granny.although everyone in the house is expecting her to go and is only matter of time still its a great lsot to the people in the house.just that you know she always been a wonderful granny to me.she took care of all her granddaughter and grandsons.hais.haven beed sleeping till today.last night also cant sleep well.quite sian ready.almost two days not sleeping.hais.today also i kind of wake up late.go school also late.hmm.no nood ready ar.how i wish i can spend more time for my late granny den concentrating on my sc projects and all sort of stuff.sometime i just feel i did'nt do enough you know.even after gettingresult that my granny got months left fromt he doctor, i still do my own. yesterday i just felt so bad i dunnoe why.almost cant take it.hais.but wat is gone is gone eh.this year raya wil without another family member.hais.confrim no mood to raya ar.alot of frens asking me out for raya.but i think i see how lar ar.been doing some flashbacks bout my late granny lately.hmmm.i found out one thing she always wants to take care of something even though she know shes that old.i guess all she wanted is that to leave us with alot of things.all those love she gave us is very well appreciated.is just that most of us cant accepted that.sometimes this kind of grief takes time to heal up eh.but in the favor my late granny she will always be remembered.she is the one who take care of me since im was small when my parents are busy.really wih that i can be with her when she need all the time with us.i jsut wish i never disobeyed her.hmmm.hais.hmmm okay lar.stop here.going back my gramps place.tonight got tahlil i think.just go there and sleep there with the rest of my aunts and uncles and also cousins.just in case if my granny were to read this just wanna let you know that we love you.byes.
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